Till It Kills Me Lyrics by JP Saxe
[Verse 1]
I want you to need me
Needed is my favourite feeling
To be loved is complicated
It's messy, it's honest
Needed can be created
And I can do it right
Be someone I'm not
Someone I'm playing
I'd rather be accepted
Than myself and rejected
[Chorus]
It ain't till death
It's till it kills me
What I have left
It's till it kills me
You want it a little fucked up so you know it's real
A little too much so you know it's real
If that's what you need to believe me
Till it, till it kills me
[Verse 2]
Life is short
But it's the longest thing I've got
And I wanna spend it on people like you
Who hurt me in the right way
I'm trying way too hard
To give you my best
It isn't great, but who I should be
I haven't gotten to yet
[Chorus]
It ain't till death
It's till it kills me
What I have left
It's till it kills me
You want it a little fucked up so you know it's real
A little too much so you know it's real
If that's what you need to believe me
Till it, till it kills me
[Bridge]
Till I'm shaking
Till I'm empty
If you let me
Till it kills me
Till I'm caving
Disintegrating
Till I'm filthy
Till it kills me
Till it, till it kills me
[Chorus]
You want it a little fucked up so you know it's real
A little too much so you know it's real
If that's what you need to believe me
Till it, till it kills me