I Sit In Parks Lyrics by Kelsea Ballerini
[Verse 1]
I sit in parks, it breaks my heart 'cause I see
Just how far I am from the things that I want
Dad brought the picnic, mom brought the sunscreen
Two kids are laughing and crying on red swings
We look about the same age, but we don't have same Saturdays
[Chorus]
Did I miss it? By now, is it
A lucid dream? Is it my fault
For chasing things? A body clock
Doesn't wait for, I did the damn tour
It's what I wanted, what I got
I spun around and then I stopped
And wonder if I missed the mark
[Verse 2]
So I sit in parks, sunglasses dark and I
Hit the vape, hallucinate, a nursery with Noah's Ark
They lay on a blanket and goddamit he loves her
I wonder if she wants my freedom like I wanna be a mother
But Rolling Stone says I'm on the right road
So I refill my Lexapro, thinkin'
[Chorus]
Did I miss it? By now, is it
A lucid dream? Is it my fault
For chasing things? A body clock
Doesn't wait for, I did the damn tour
It's what I wanted, what I got
I spun around and then I stopped
And wonder if I missed the mark
[Post-Chorus]
Mm-mm
Mm-mm
[Outro]
So I sit in parks checkin' bench marks
Terrence due in June, the album's due in March
I Sit In Parks (Official Music Video)